Sunday, August 13, 2006

service was really good today. i guess for people like me have been in church for almost one and approaching two years la. service has become so much like a routine, a weekly motion. i guess its really been a long time since i got so hyped up and everything.

there was this new song in church today called first. it was written by brother kc la. i just think its so annointed. and i guess its really great how God places slices of His eternity and maximised the potential in His people. i can only dream and hope that one day, i ll be able to do great works for Him as well. to be someone hu impacts the marketplace. heh. to be that world shaker and that history maker.

and the song just made me think, its that the first love when i first knew God, i guess it inspires alot, creates a desire to shine for Him, it stirs up your heart for the lost, i know i wasnt instantly change when i accepted Christ, but it was an overwhelming conviction, and gradually, the Holy Spirit helped me cast aside my sin and my bondages, and i guess that having come such a long way, i m a much more grown up person than i was went i first stepped into church, but den again, i have a long way to go. heh.

sometimes i look at my frens and i just really wished that they could feel the first love. other day, they were like talking about kuai le. so i was just asking myself, if i got an essay question, define happiness? what is happiness, wad is kuai le. and i guess in church, in the presence of God, among cell group members who care, who u can share every weal and woe with, a leader who disciples u, sometimes u get lectured, but it helpes u grow, in some sense, having great people around u, thats kuai le. and pastor kong is like going thru the marriage seminar la, so i guess another aspect of kuai le would be finding a mate, and i think it would be kuai le to live a marriage that is God ordained, that is rooted in the house of God, where love is nurtured and renewed day by day.

for me, living the purpose God has for me, waiting for the someone hu God has for me, dwelling in the presence of God, the company of my frens and family members, i guess it overtakes everything else, all the troubles, all the stress, and that truly is my kuai le. whats your kuai le?

was talking to aunt catherine just now, she asked me wad i wanted to do after jc life. heh. good question right, but i guess thats another entry.

|cowpoo| 5:22 PM|

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